I’ve tried to find love for this skin
Yet I only find loathing, sorrow, and pain
How could someone ever love something so vacant?
Of everything good I’m suddenly undeserving
My mind is shrouded by a selective mist
Darkness creeps silently into my vision
I wake up and hate myself for it
Wishing I would have never risen
You’re wasting your love
Wasting your breath
I’m too far gone
Within this sick mindset
I am not enough, not right for you
And though I try I never will be
Better options lie at your fingertips
Don’t settle for less than you deserve
I am an illusion of ideal, an idea you augment
But I will come up short without fail
My burden will grow heavier until you’re left
With only regret and disappointment
You’re wasting your love
Wasting your breath
I’m too far gone
Within this sick mindset
You might think you are in love with me
But you’ll find it merely a passing infatuation
One day you will laugh at the thought of
Having ever been able to belive otherwise
And I will drown in bittersweet relief
Knowing you will have finally realized
You’re better off, as all are,
With anyone but me