Forgive me, my love,
When I wander ‘way from home.
Know you’re always in my thoughts,
Though in this heart you feel alone.
Forgive me, my love,
Never mind that I can’t stay.
On my soul you have a claim;
To you, I’ll always find my way.
solitude isn’t settling well with me and I must say this is a first. never has my heart met silence with such discomfort. it pulls and pushes against the cage in agitation like an animal before a disaster. something is wrong but I don’t understand the language. the only time I get a sense of the anguish is in the darkest hour when the world is the most quiet and I can hear the panic clawing its way out of my throat. between gasping breaths and bloody teeth I’m forced to concession- I can’t keep swallowing this fear forever.
FROM FIRE TO ASHES 