I Tried
It’s funny how no matter how hard I try I can never escape my faults. They reside on ever molecule, every atom of my being and I can do nothing about it. I’ve tried to overcome them and be a better person. God knows I’ve tried. Hell, I’m still trying. I even thought I’d made progress. But it seems I’m still lost and any feeling of growth and progress is nothing but a dream. I try to be better, to be good enough, but if you can’t be good for someone then you simply can’t be. There’s a sharp pain in the words but it only hurts because it’s true. I’m sorry I can’t be better for you.